dear blog... these few weeks have been horrible to me im in a total mess now... 1 week ago me and yimin are separated even so...when we were tgt like during reccess usually we dont reli go eat alone but we go mix around wif others like...drake... wif her i felt extra no i AM a extra when wif tgt wif drake it is as though im invincible hmph i dont think she wan to be wif me sometimes i felt hurt by her alot of times... and i jus though it was a joke i forced myself to laugh hahaha funny? very right... zzz miami... i am a member of it now tat it is disbanned i still missed the times tgt I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT FORGET THEM i keep missing them went to cosplay event tgt... went out tgt... watched movies tgt... all these stuffs we had alot fun tgt now tat we are all in crappy stats no... i wont say tat all maybe its jus me yeah its me im the one tat is in crappy stats the others are all happily tgt i guess... it made no diff if im thr or not and recently wif noone to go to i mixed wif kendra...and others they formed a cleaque asked me if i wan to join and i decline at 1st... tat time miame wasnt disbanned...yet and tat time i knew tat im almost like not a part of miame yet...i bare to leave kendra and others was nice i felt better there but...something felt missing i dont feel right than,1 day yimin told me to go away and i jus found out she was pissed off by some ppl which i dont know wat happened but not me who pissed her out tat time i duno so i jus stay away frm here as she said i was so badly hurt i cant believe i secretly cried in class cant focus but think about wat i did,wat happened, good thing no one found out i was crying and oso good thing i didnt cried very badly my eye wasnt obvious too XD so... the nx day i decided i shall join the cleaque well...i did told kendra im a 50% 50%...i called myself a canidate of the cleaque but i didnt expect tat much as a canidate would get so much frm the cleaque i got a cleaque badge...future plans doing wif the cleaques i pin my badge inside my bag but not outside cause... im afraid... afraid to tell ppl im in kendra cleaque why? cause im scared yimin,winnie,kai pin,would hate me and ditch me worst than ever miame...i got to say i missed miame alot so i guess tis is wat u called ''i love miame'' i cant forget the days wif yimin,winnie,kai pin always pop out in my head in bad times after years of friendship times of being tgt went through so many things tgt now...im jus a extra tat love nothing but animes and games its like my hearts crying than tears flowing out which is worst than tears flowing i wan miame back... i wan the times tgt back but its too late no... wat im saying... is wrong all these feelings ditched feelings hurts... was already started since near the starting of the year all i was missing was the time i had...wif miame tat was fun wif no worries ppl say tat forget about the past and look at the future how can i look at the future when im in tis complete mess? so... today jus now xiu yan suddenly asked me why me and yimin were seperated and why i pang seh yimin and joined kendra they all and she asked...if i had a chance to go back tgt wif yimin...will i take this chance? now...tis triggered my messyness cleaque...or yimin i cant leave the cleaque cause ive done too much i even got tis cleaque badge we even decided to buy same stuffs tgt and...i jus cant accept it...but i have to cause im already is the cleaque so i forced myself to say yes but my mind is still in miame world if i go tgt wif yimin means... i will leave the cleaque and join yimin wat will kendra and the others think of me? a friend changer? a bitch? i dont wan it to happen yet...i wan to go wif yimin i dont wan to be hated...by any of my friends it is hurtful... i will go crazy im regretting of joining the cleaque a lil... they done so much for me yet...the way i treated them back... i will be thinking...searching for the answer think through i got to chill 1st argh i hate being like tis i sound so emo rite??!! i hate emo!!! i got to switch bck to hyper!! god!!! dam... good night blog... best wishes to me getting the right answer
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♥Wednesday, September 8, 20108:53 AM
whoa...when is the last time i posted something... even my class blog oso lazy update =X i have no time to spent on blog so tis blog is freaking dead~~ tdy is...8th sept LOL 2010 i looked through bck my posts... i kinda freaked out for no reason i was like WHOA wtf posted those cause i sound dam bitchy? ... i wan zhi sa cause hor now adays i play baking life and ofcourse maple maple maple maple oh!!! and tdy went for junior performance and nice wor i not even nervous o.o'' seriously!! not lieing even though many was nervous XD and..ytd got fever and soar throat tdy a lil fever and bad bad bad soar throat hurts like hell now... and guess wat?! 6 ppl in band oso same condition as me wth spread disease????!!! HUH??!! yeah tats bout tdy.. i will TRY MY BEST to be ative in blogging not much interest in blogging anymore... cause of maple and fb >.> usually i dun care fb but...cause of SOMEONE influenced me =.= lol k tats all byebyebybeye~~~~
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